Photo: trueshayari
Last one year was horrendous for us; it felt like walking on pieces of broken glasses
Putting behind everything and us u flew high in your sky with those Icarus wings
While I waited for you to find a way back to me
Hoping I will receive you with open arms
Perhaps, I dreamt too much but you didn't care
Despite being surrounded by a bunch of people you chose over me
You would often complain about having no one to count on
I followed you like a shadow but not even once, you looked behind
Know your inner self
Those words pierced through my heart and brought tears to my eyes
I would often cry, but u wouldn't see
A reflection in the window, that's how I saw you the last time
We stood right in front of each other but not once we dared to look into each other's eyes
No bitterness, no grudges but still tight-lipped, what a huge ego
Only I know how hard it was for me to muster the strength to let you go
That goodbye hug would have broken me, but I knew u won't
I have cried a river for you, but that day I didn't, not even once
Because what we had over the year was toxic and it had to end for our good
Those never-ending discussions and head-turning laughter's under the stars had gone too long
That crackling bond and envious sisterly bond had gone too
Things could have been better but I knew you won't try
Now that you are gone, my days are painless and nights less haunting
I have stopped bringing your name in a middle of an irrelevant conversation
Jealousy, awkward faces, fake smiles, they don’t exist anymore
I walk with my head held high with no fear of bumping into you
I have become me, once again but you won't see
Now that you are gone, once ignored friends are being loved by me
My nasty humor and silly talks have made a comeback but for others
Finally, my favorite blue scarf hides no more inside my bag
I wear it with love, but you won't see, you will never know that I still remember you
It does not matter because you won't care anyway
