Raining with heartbroken endings

I feel like loving you again

But those incidents reminds me of pain 

Where I was all into you

But your actions were insane

Oh honey, how can I trust you again?

You knew that I can't see you with others

But you were with him and I couldn't control my beatings

Oh I asked you to clarify your feelings

And I was left broken in those intense evenings

Oh honey I was raining with heartbroken endings !

But the endings was the other day beginnings

I didn't see you in those meetings

I couldn't stay silent and called you without thinking

To listen to your words was cure in those thundering 

Oh honey I was still hoping

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Time passed and we talked and stopped

I was in pain but couldn't control to stop talking with you

Sometimes I ignored and you understood my suffering

But the longing eyes met and talked 

And heart once again was committing a sin

Oh honey heart was the culprit committing a sin