Travel through anthologies

I go crazy as mad

When she doesn't reply to my questions

She changes the topic

And I am left to be drowned by my emotions

I want to go away to protect myself from experiencing havoc

But she doesn't let me go nor let me in and I am left as a duck

It's hard and I want to come out of this  maze

Only if she clears my way by pouring her heart to mine

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Pradeep Chapagain, writing and singing from Australia

or abandon me where she has to promise to never come to my gaze

I've tried my best to ignore her

But heart once awakened can't easily forget those memories

but keeps recurring even it's blur 

Oh how painful it's to go through all these

But I am left with no choice than to travel through anthologies

I wish I could spend my lifetime with her

I know she isn't perfect but still I love her

I am surprised of myself of how far we have come in the journey

But still I am hopeful that someday she'll accept my proposal

and be my wife and we shall sail together in the voyage of beauty