And there he was ignoring me like he hadn't known me
I wished that he would come and talk to me
But I couldn't take my steps as I was not sure
My heart was sinking but my love for him was demure.

He is innocent but has strong ethics
He loves me but I am uncertain of my feelings
I don't know whether it's good or bad
But I miss him like in those days when I would wait for his words to calm me down.

Oh I miss his letters
Oh I miss his words
Oh I miss his sentences
Oh I miss his presence
Still, I long for his words that cares me like a princess.

I don't know what he has on his heart
I too longed for him but didn't knew how to start
He said to me directly that he loves me
But a girl with many roles has to think before committing

I said him that you are my friend
But he said he can't be friends with me
I didn't knew how to react as I don't want to lose him
But he has his own rules wanted me but not as a friend but a life to live with

Time passed and he was hurt
As he didn't want me to see with others
I knew that he was in pain
But I couldn't confront him as still I was stubborn in my mental frame

He had seen me with a guy whom for me is a friend
He gets jealous where his mind burst and I get afraid
He then ignores me and moves on
I wonder how could he be hardheaded

He can stay calm but not for long
As somewhere in his heart I am there
When we talked many months ago he said to me not to talk to him anymore
I then tried my heart but somewhere his love pulls me towards
And I message him only to end the talks for long when he asks do I love him but I say not again

He didn't replied my last messages
I waited like a barren farm praying for a rain
We met last months but he ignored at first
But not for long as our eyes met and heart softened
Oh we talked and his eyes and heart longed for me
I wanted him but controlled my feelings
And again he was in pain, couldn't control his brain
And moved ignoring me in those city trains.