19 days ago
Feelings starts rolling
The thoughts of yours keeps flowing like a river in my mental shower
And I get bathed time and often
Despite doing so much in my control to stop drenching
It soaks and wets me heavier and I no longer can't escape from beguiling.
It's so much of pain to ignore you despite you're always in my mind and heart
It's so much of hesitation to me whether to come to you to talk as you're around boulevard.
I take a deep sigh as my heartbeat keeps rolling whenever I sense you're near me
It takes my breath away despite ignoring you, our eyes meet and feelings starts rolling.
I can't do much as you know such
I can't force you to love me as I love you much
I've never wanted the forceful love
But the one that has emotions to tuck inside to rock whenever feelings match to continue pulse.
But I don't get the message of why you come to me
You've denied my love every single time when I expressed my feelings for you to agree
I have tried going faraway from you as it was a rejection and lost it's destination
But somehow it's connecting as if you want me no matter how much you might have denied but hearts wants for reunion.