Life sometimes is dull

I am not sure of what should I write

So many thoughts are passing through  sights

I am feeling like I am going crazy

My mind is wandering as if in hazy 

Life sometimes is dull

Boring day, boring way

Nothing fills the void of unknown

Doesn't feel like doing something known

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Budget discussions in parliament turn dull

I feel afraid to get in touch with people

I wonder what would they think if not an angel

I am not only with the face of saint

I've different avatars that could taint

I am not only a flowing river

I am landslides that can cause fear

I am also the volcano that can be harsh

Oh don't push me so hard as it'll be difficult for you to count on stars.