What misery is left in my life?

Abandoned to live alone,

Cursed by the God

Left to cry alone.

I have cried

Ocean of tear is in my eyes, never dried,

What can I offer my almighty god?

To bring them all back

To bring them all back.

They run through my veins

Touches my heart every seconds,

They pass through my eyes,

Sailing through my tears.

It hurts, gives irresistible pains,

I cannot live any more

With a frozen heart

Which now no more

Which is now no more.

Before I die,

God,

Grant me a piece of land in heaven,

Let my blood and tears to flow,

Let my garden of memories to grow.

Sorry mom,

I could not,

Play smile and enjoy in my life,

Could not play the game

Under the fountain of life.

One last time,

Let me free my self

Talk to a god oneself

Let me smile myself

Say good bye one self.