If you are being a victim of something then it is only because you are allowing yourself to become a victim. Like it is said that the problem in itself is not a problem but not making an effort to get out of it, in fact is the real problem. What I suggest is, if you want to succeed in your studies never memorize, just be wise and you will get your prize.
I have stepped into this New Year with lots of positive vibes and vigor. I have always stayed positive in life. I always have been thankful for what I have and my attitude of gratitude has contributed the most to help me stay positive. I have always either succeed or learned, but never failed in life. When I look back, I feel good about all the trials because I know that I am the one and also I believe that God knows it should be me.