Mama, your daughter isn't soldier

My soul is getting older

I'm trying to get out

And,

For it I have fought

Mama, I just wanna say sorry 

And please don't worry

Someday, somehow I will meet you 

Mama,

Don't cry when I'm gone

And this will be my last word

Mama, your daughter has been living with fear 

But don't worry, someday I will be there

No any days have passed without pain 

No any nights have passed without tears

That's why I always have fear

Sorry for all these mama 

And this will be my last word.

Mama, I don't deserve to be here

And I'm leaving for somewhere

I know how you are feeling

That's why sorry for hurting

And this will be my last word

Mama I have been living with suicidal thoughts

It's makes me frustration

And

 it is leading me towards the depression

Mamma please let me go 

And this will be my last word

It was at midnight

Pillow was wept

And

At 2am I was about to cut my wrist

Sorry for all these 

Please let me go and this will be my last word.