Across the boundary? Not!

Arizona
By Arjeeb Cartman
Published: December 22, 2018 11:21 AM

Across the boundary? Not!
I shall go; or shall I? 
In the midst dilemma of my thoughts I drown
O Almighty O, forgive me, for who I am.

My sufferings of my innocence and of my sins
The pavement of those sufferings had me taken
To the boundary but not across
And wonder to my misery: a plus one to my sufferings.

Am I lionhearted? Like Alexander The Great,
Or a timid nitwit, a big girl’s blouse? 
To overdose the creation of mankind: the chemical miracle
Or hang myself like a wood frame; all to get across

Across the boundary? Not!
I shall go; or shall I? 
In the midst dilemma of my thoughts I lie
O, Almighty O, help me know, for what am I.