Raining with heartbroken endings

I feel like loving you again
But those incidents reminds me of pain 
Where I was all into you
But your actions were insane
Oh honey, how can I trust you again?

You knew that I can't see you with others
But you were with him and I couldn't control my beatings
Oh I asked you to clarify your feelings
And I was left broken in those intense evenings
Oh honey I was raining with heartbroken endings !

But the endings was the other day beginnings
I didn't see you in those meetings
I couldn't stay silent and called you without thinking
To listen to your words was cure in those thundering 
Oh honey I was still hoping

Time passed and we talked and stopped
I was in pain but couldn't control to stop talking with you
Sometimes I ignored and you understood my suffering
But the longing eyes met and talked 
And heart once again was committing a sin
Oh honey heart was the culprit committing a sin